When people picture depression, they picture sadness. In many men it shows up differently: as irritability, a shorter fuse, staying late at work, going quiet, or a few more drinks to get through the evening.
Why it hides
Many men grew up holding feelings in, and some find it genuinely hard to name what they feel. Add the sense that this is her time, not yours, and it’s easy to say you’re fine and keep going.
What to notice in yourself
No single sign means anything on its own, and anger alone isn’t depression. But if a few of these have stuck around, they’re worth your attention:
You snap at small things more than you used to.
You find reasons to be anywhere but home.
Nothing feels good, even the things that used to.
You’re drinking more to switch off.
You’ve stopped telling anyone how you are.
One thing you can do
Say it to one person. A friend, your brother, another dad. It doesn’t need to be a big conversation: “Honestly, I’m not doing great” is enough to start.
If a hard patch has gone on for two weeks or more, tell your doctor this week, for you. If you’re thinking your family would be better off without you, or you might hurt yourself or someone else, call your local emergency number now.
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